January 1, 2007

A New Year

So, it's a new year. Happy 2007 everyone. I'm hoping that this year will be a lot happier and less stressful than 2006 was. Of course, there were some absolutely wonderful moments for me in 2006, most of them were at the end. Starting in August. For the most part, things were pretty unhappy. But, it seems that most of it was my fault. At least that's what I've come to believe.

That's all in the past now. It's a new year, so it's time for new beginnings. A clean slate. Most use the new year to start over. I think that's what I'm going to do. Not completely start over, but I will use this new year to change a few things. Do more of some things and less of others. I will, at some point this year, travel to a place I've never been before. Maybe visit new and old friends. Most of the traveling that I want to do requires that I get on an airplane. This terrifies me, but I feel that it is time to face my fears and get over it. Part of things that I will change about myself. Also, no more holding my feelings in. I'm tired of doing this just because I don't want to hurt, piss off or be completely ostracised. Nothing comes from keeping how you feel to yourself. Now, this doesn't mean I won't have my secrets. Everyone has those now matter how honest and open they appear to be.

At any rate, I guess those few things would be my New Year's resolutions. Heh. Let's see how many of them I actually stick to.

Here's to new beginnings!

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