December 15, 2006

Does Anybody Actually Read This?

I'm still trying to figure out why I bother with these things. I don't think anybody actually reads them. If they do, they don't say anything. Maybe I need to post something rather controversial. No, I don't want to do that. I've done that in the past and it ended up, well.....bad.

I guess I keep using these blog things because I'm bored. Yeah, that's it. Boredom sets in all too quickly these days. I look forward to the evenings. I get to talk to a very good friend. I wonder if has read this? I wonder if he ever will. Not like there's anything interesting in here. I will never mention his name or any other names of people I've recently met, out of respect for them and their privacy. Yeah, I'm good like that sometimes.

I find these blog things to be a good release if you need to vent and no one is around to listen. I haven't had very much to vent about lately, mostly because I've stopped caring. Cold? Sure. Callous? Why not. It's a whole lot easier to not care than to be hurt day after day and worry about everything under the sun. Sure, there are things and people I still care about and love very much. That will never change, but they are becoming fewer and fewer each day. There are a few who have taken their special place in my heart and they will stay there forever. Awww....Karmi's gettin' all mushy. Yeah, I do that sometimes. Deal.

At any rate, I'm going to stop here for now. If anybody actually reads this stuff, don't be afraid to let me know. I like knowing.

Peace, love and fluffy bunnies

~Karmi~

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